kasth asked: you look a bit like thurston moore (google image search) similar hair i think

did you seriously just tell me to google image search Thurston Moore? wtf bitch i am ALTERNATIVE ROCK…

im the most angry emo boy in all of tumblr…!

there’s no upper limit to the amount of praise or criticism you can heap on something depending on where you’re coming from.. i guess i think trusting yourself is really important

—— well..no shit. but you got to mindfully trust yourself and not just give into all whims and primitive coping mechanisms… action on the net is probably in its actual act of doing it defaultly is something that expects the possibility of having an audience. because actions on the net dont have a sudden temporality. even if its dated it doesnt exist just in the past moment. net is probably the most external thing “outside ourselves… does your mind operate fromt he viewpoint of the internet not your physical body? your “mind” is on the net not in your own physical head? is that how you feel?   _time2die

i think there are a lot of ways to be happy and for me proceeding from the premise of not really having an audience to your interests/whatever feels a lot more productive+conducive to happiness than evaluating it all through anything external

———so pretty much deny our external existence ? why cant you have both?  _time2die

i feel like my dashboard has been looking bunk as FUCK lately. like it all is just a blur, yall suck. step it uppp. but maybe im just not following the correct people? idkkkkk. 

i know claiming ownership over shit is generally asserted as DUMB. but have you ever been really into a band then they got big and you get jealous!!? it feels like everyone is down with nippon lately and anime! i know this isnt a keen easily taken observation. but it just feels straight up WEIRD… surreal. i mean is probably what people felt like when punk finally broke.but yeah…  i went to animeiowa! nebraskacon! acen! i didnt even fully become conscious of my obsessive active use of the computer/internet on a daily basis till like 2 years ago. and im 22 now… 

here is a better way to explain this maybe… so i live in brooklyn ny… and i feel like my brain has barely been able to conceptualize and fully accept it. buttt i was on the subway and there was some 13 year old with his mom and he was wearing a hoodie… with the TROLL face on it………. like not homemade he got this at target or something?? 

then when i got off teh subway in the east village nyu area… and i see MOOT, he walked right by me and i stared him straight in his eyes… (i had too i been utilizing chans since i was 12 or something.) and it felt weird….. be very conscious of what you become obsessed with attach to / attach yourself too. and dont let it guide you to much… be mindful of what is best for you. the internet is a place were we have learned how to use it to trick ourselves and our minds into thinking we are happy. fulfilling our dream.. essentially you are just playing a production between yourself and what you want to feel and be. but you actually arent…. its liek guitar hero your not playing songs but your doing the closets thing to feel like you are. you need to be able to truly know how YOU, think and FEEL. because we are simulating so many feelings now… and we use the happy ones achievable through the net as a drug to protect us from feeling bad. …

we got to adapt to this the internet is the best thing ever… but we gotta transcend it. we control it, its ours. power belong to the man not the NET. and utilize it for something bigger than myself…